Maybe it began when I was much younger, and easily influenced by adults. Perhaps it began at 18 after watching Sharon Stone during the film Basic Instinct, admiring the way she seductively smoked in the police interview room. But I guess it doesn't matter how or when it started, the fact was I had the smoking fetish.
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I suppose you need a bit of background on me first, to set the scene as it were. My name is Sarah Matthews having married (can you believe it) Matthew Matthews some 10 years ago. To this day I can't believe anyone could give their son a name like that, but his parents - who are perfectly nice and sensible - didn't seem to think it was odd.
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"Did you feel me lover? Did you feel my arms around you at night as my lips melted into yours, my tongue searching?
Did you feel me kiss your tears away or hear me whisper against your ear my words of a love that would keep you safe and always be with you?
Did you ever hate me for who I was? That I was born one of them?
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